Germany here we come!

Wow i am excited, scared, happy and sad all at the same time. We just found out that we are getting stationed in Germany in the middle of next year. I know it seems so far away but it will be here before you know it! So any advice anyone has would be greatly appreciated!

The kids and Jeff are excited. Wow i have always wanted to go to France and Italy.. now they will be a train ride away!

Woohoo!

Jeff in Iraq

I am seriously missing my sweetheart so I decided to dedicate my next post to my sweet husband who would walk a million miles to prove his love to us! We will be home again soon baby! Be safe. The kids and I miss you so terribly! I am so heartbroken.. can you come home and mend my broken heart and I will do the same for you?

Enjoying dinner with his office.

WOW... looks hot!

Merry Christmas Baby!

Gotta get crazy every once in a while!

Awe how sweet looking at his baby girl on the computer

we send him pictures almost every day!

Oh wait.. I think he found a quiet spot where he could be alone!

Way to go baby!

Buddies
Wait my husband got Steve to smile?

The kids miss you Uncle Steve!
Come home safely!

Oh yeah baby.. grilling it up in the hot sun!

So sexy! I miss you baby!

a coworker in the office

very respected

OH WHAT WHAT?

ok only because they are Dallas Cowboys Cheerleaders!

Wish Iw as a fly on the wall that day!

My baby adores Dallas Cowboys... and he thinks the cheerleaders

are an ok addition to the team.... haha!!!

I love you baby!

Hurry home

Madilyn gets a new do!

we just love Madi's big girl hairstyle and it suits her so well. Nanny Jennifer and Parien Steve sent her money to get a new bathing suit and she is just super excited to be getting all this attention.

Cesar my oldest in NYC

So I get an email the other day and my baby boy says Mom google me and see what happens. Oh did I tell you that my son is living large in New York City and working on Broadway! His dream did come true! so check this out!

http://www.ibdb.com/person.asp?ID=478571

http://www.feefyefoe.com/Films/kimonocastcrew.htm

http://www.walmartopia.com/nycclc/

and this is where it all happens:

They say... home is where the heart is!

So if that is the case... then my home is in New York and I miss it so much!

Need I say anything else? It has everything and more and we love it all!

My children

So I was awake, can not sleep well these days... looking at my blog and just realized that I have not added my older munchkins to this blog at all. So I will be dedicating the next few days to writing a story about each of my children and adding a few pictures to the whole Bloggity blog blog.

I love you guys so much!

Here is a sneaky peeky

Cesar (26) my oldest.... the love of my life! He was the first baby to steal a piece of my heart.

Sarah (21) The first Princess ot grace our world. I want to be her when I grow up. She has it all together! I am so so proud of you baby girl. She is attending UNF and is sooo close to graduating!

Andrew (19) My funnest child.. I love you and I miss you so much. I have not seen him since he graduated high school! He is attending Mississippi State and is doing great. Just started his Summer job working on a boat with his future Father in law.

So these are my older kids.. and this is how it all began! :0)

R & R (Rest and Relaxation) with Jeff

Dad's first day home from his 7 & 1/2 month deployment!

and this is only the first half of the deployment.

I guess you can say I am playing catch up. We had such a wonderful 18 days, 4 hours and 3 minutes with Jeff while he was home from Iraq. Gone for another 7 to 8 months and my heart is aching. I think this is the hardest part of deployment. The first part for us is exciting. I can not wait to hear all the things Jeff is doing in Iraq. Then he comes home and we really really get to see what we are missing. We miss you baby! The kids are doing great, but boy do they miss thier Daddy!

So anyways, here is a small glimpse of the things we did while Jeff was home.
We went to the beach, Jeff went on a field trip to the zoo with Nicholas' class. We went to a county fair... had some away from the kids time. It was so wonderful.

Nicholas' school had a flag raising ceremony in honor of Jeff.

I was never so proud to be his wife! I love you baby!

Jeff was even able to speak to the kids in Nicholas' class. He was there for over an hour. These first graders were asking some really intellegent questions.

Smoking that bad boy! You deserve it sweetie!

Spending time with friends...

I love you baby!

Goldilocks and the three bears

I was so excited to get this set finished. I have it priced really low, but still no bids! I guess I had my hopes up for this one. If anything Madilyn will have the cutest little set to wear this summer!

So check it out and see all the special details! Just beautiful!

We had a much better photo shoot today on Mother's Day... so I came back and edited and added the new pictures. If you want to see my auction check that out too!

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&rd=1&item=160239671169&ssPageName=STRK:MESE:IT&ih=006

Computers friend or foe?

Where is my motivation? Sometimes I think it would be so much better if I could not get on the computer, because all I want to do is see who said what and what everyone else is doing. Do you ever get that way?

Madilyn and Christian decided to make a fort in the living room, the only clean and picked up room in the house. The floor is now covered with blocks. You shoudl have seen the things they were making. Christian and Madilyn are more like twins. They take up for one another and when one is not around they are really cranky.

My daughter Sarah just finished her finals for this semester.. woohoo that means in a few days I will get to see more of her. She is coming over tomorrow with Sushi! My favorite!

Well that is all for the moment. I will share with you pictures of madilyn's first modeling job as soon as I get pictures done! Wish us luck.

have a blessed day!

Boutiquetots is now blogging!

So I have been getting emails from all my friends saying come and see my blog. I have been looking and wondering if it was high time I blogged. I have no one to talk to here so I figured I would give it a shot.

This picture was taken just a few days ago when jeff was here on his R&R. He was only here for 18 days and left on our 10th wedding anniversary. I miss you baby! We did have a fabulous time. I think the kids are doing great. They have only cried a few times since Daddy went back to Iraq. It is like a ripple affect. One starts then by the time it is all said and done so do I!

Madilyn is taking pictures of everything in the house. She even learned that she can photograph herself. Boy was she giddy about that. While her big brother Christian is trying to skateboard in the house. She is photographing him and he is telling her to stop it because she is making him blind. Nicholas is at school. He made it to school on time today. I am so bad at getting him there late. I am a procrastinator. Guess I love the rush... lol

I have managed to clean the kitchen. woohoo! and now off to do more laundry and fix beds!

Have a great day friends.